oh my, hair's caught in the branches again, am exhaling blue colours again, just wish the world was just white again, just wish the ground was quiet again as i press my ears to the dirt. the gnawing continues for hours. laughter echoes and crawls into my skin, stretching across my eyelids. i'm causing the whole floor to shake. it's swallowing me, biting me in the neck. i'm panicky- covered in a cold sweat, pressed up against a wall on my tippy toes. oh my, i need to close my eyes again.
oh my, this is the room where i've forgotten how to breathe. my lungs are made of ice and my heart is made of sand. my lips will crumble- i will evaporate fi